Well June was an interesting month with lots ups and downs, accepting and rejecting, dealing and ignoring, where many changes happen.
I have always been told change is good, although I find some very drastic but never the less I'm not the great maker in this master plan, yet I'm the one who decides to find out the plan our try to make one of my own which for my own experience never, never, never works, but, if we are willing and open to learn we can learn from those mistakes and overcome them. 
June was my last full month of medical terminology as well which I seriously thought never was gonna come to an end also if I would be able to pass it.
I started sketching on my journal again and odd enough after I was half way deep on all the changes around me I was surprised with the feeling that I needed a change myself, and I tried of what was it that my Heavenly Father had in store for me. 
At the end I did pass medical terminology and started medical billing just fine, some decisions had to be made for the best and some not so pleasant had to happen. 
I know my plan A may not be my heavenly fathers but what I know without a doubt that in we go in faith he can make weak things stronger, and I'm not the exception because he loves each one of us the same and he knows us personally, our strength and weakness, our rejoice and our failers, our future and our past, he knows all, he knows the potential we have and we need to find out who does he wants us to become.
My little sister graduated from elementary and another of my sisters graduated from high school back in Colombia, we had tons and tons of adventures with the eggs that hatch, we lost tons on the way due to coyotes and 1 never hatch, 1 died within an hour and 1 with had to nurse back to live literally, giving him water in our hands and carry him close to our body so he will heat up while we had no power during a rain storm. 
Once some harder decisions were made I had confront my fears and it was not easy, I literally felt like I was breaking into million tiny pieces and I was not ready for it, but at the end of it I was able to bring comfort to mind and peace to my weary soul. I was with a lot of family and it was awesome to catch and meet some, also finding old ones. 
Adventures didn't end, they got more odd on the way back we missed our flight due to an irresponsible person! And I felt like once again I was never gonna catch up with all my homework and responsibilities due to my dads surgery but Heavenly Father never leaves us alone not he wont let us break down in despair. I passed my course with very good marks which I didn't expected, the house maintained, the surgery went well and I started to recognize that it was dumb of me for trying to do so much on my own but He knows me better and never left me alone. 
I got a job and life is looking brighter and with all of that have been many good news like maintaining my spot in BYU-Idaho for next spring. While I was at the temple I could literally feel a weight lift it from my shoulders and was reminded of the scripture in Matthew 11
"28 ¶Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my ayoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls.
30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
I'm so grateful to know there is a plan for me on earth and I have a loving father in heaven and my earthly parents to help me on my journey back to my maker. 
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